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| i dont like how this is going.
but we'll see.
suddenly everything has changed
see you when i see you. | | |
| well well its 2008
so its almost 7am and i'm awake.
i'm trying to find something worthy enough to blog about.
nothings coming to me.
this are to routine.
if its not school its work
sleep.
i wish i had an interesting life.
one filled with money bitches and hoes
i'd be ballin'
but until then i'll be satisfied with whatever.
this year i'm just going to go with it.
there are many things that you set yourself up for
but its never what you anticipate it to be.
so i guess i'll see where this year brings me
p.s i'm not content with our wall-to-wall posts
but until then i guess its enough
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| for the few that still read this.
so i guess your wondering how james is doing.
school
i need to read a good book. i've been caught up in textbooks way to much lately. or on youtube but meh. anyways, i'm the peer sex ed counselor. i'm getting hours for it because after i'm done my program i'm gonna switch. waste of time and money? i guess but i'm still learning so its not a waste. could i see myself doing this in the next 5-10 years no. because its not be i like the whole element of design but i see myself working with people as socially awkward as i am. but anyways back to sex ed. the stories i hear are to funny. its so weird how they talk about sex. its so casual. i've never had it so what do you say? i speak my mind. laugh with them. give them random facts i learned etc. yeap. so back to architecture, its kinda fun. the only reason why i'm sill in the program is because of diamond. we're both in the same boat so it makes things easier. i dropped a class and now i have mon&weds off. i'm apart of the walking club we meet every weds at one and walk. its good exercise but its getting colder and because my campus has fashion i feel like i need to dress nice. it sounds so superficial but i dont care. when i dress bad i have bad days because i know i didnt try but when i know i dressed good i have confidence. so if you have a problem with your self-esteem lets go shopping.
work
well, i work at party packagers. and honestly its so fun! you get to dress up, have blood all over your face, scare people. etc. sadly come nov 1st i'm done. kinda balls how i only have a few shifts now cause they hired more people for the halloween rush. they said halloween is gonna be busy. i'm excited. i love having to deal with people you only have to see for a few mins and they leave. you can be anyone you want.
today i'm gonna edit my resume and start looking. living my life is expensive. i get allowance yes but its only 75$ a week that dosnt give me that much to work with esp. for my cali trip.
that reminds me 2008 is my all star year!
italy, grese, turkey, vegas, cali, boston for spice girls! and maybe korea in april
yeapp all star yea i'm telling you! and that most of aug. gone so i dont think i'm gonna be here for conference.
but speaking of conference well yfc in general i dont now.
i love my chapter its just getting harder to do when your other half isnt doing anything. but still i manage. its easier this way, i go to aaron and carmi for advise they help out alot. and the core oh mann there are 14 of them. blessed much? i think so. so cant complain really just gotta keep pushing for them.
its 5:25am i should be sleeping. my dad is awake i can hear him turning the water.
i'm sitting in my peter pan costume. hopefully melissa gets weds off and we take angle out.
lol i hope he's angel-tron hes so cute!
martian kid comes out nov 2nd. i think mark is taking me for my birthday.
then playradioplay, meg&dia, and spill canvas show during the day with karen.
tila is at mtv on tuesday!
i really wanna see her shes so hot but her tats are so random meh. her call.
a shot at love previews look so intense i'm excited to watch the 3rd epi.
my birthday is coming!
woot woot 19 years of pure bullshit.
cant wait to celebrate tonic? hahahah never!
hopfully kris and i have joint birthdays
CiRCA be there or be square!
weds oct 31
spice girls
bsb
britney
ITS THE FUCKING 90s BITCHES!
this is how my mind works so if im not listening when your talking you now know why.
p.s i think i'm moving into the city again. we'll see if my parents like the condo.
their more into me just renting out a place but a condo is a good investment better than a car.
time for this kido0oe to grow up (that was my aa for 2 months)
ez son | | |
| i still dont know how to feel
i miss you but i know you'll be back.
its like the times i wait for you to come home at night and fall asleep on your bed
so you end up sleeping in mikey's room.
christina, i've been sleeping in your bed to long. you need to kick me off.
each time i feel like i need to break down and cry i cant
a part of me says your gone but inside i know you'll be back.
when, i dont know
i hope you brought me back that pasulobong you promised right before we parted.
crystal had kittens but oreo's died
basement tita tried to milk them with store bought milk
it didn't work
i remember when you ran into my room in excitement of how they were alive.
i miss oreo. last time i was at the house she ran away
i have your book.
i look at it every night.
oh and i took pictures with your camera of conference
i felt you touch my shoulder during the last worship
i miss feeling complete
its like i've been spiritually dry since july 7
as each day comes to an end i cant help but wonder why your not back yet
and why my prayer time constantly decreases
i went to a party last night
it reminded me of when you had to clean my vomit off the floor
cause i did it for my friend
you random acts of kindness will never be forgotten
if anything they will be shared
i would clean everyones vomit just to see you back
Lord, I trust you.
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| Love vs. Sex
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some
friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their
various experiences of the past year.
She ended up staying
longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid
because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.
As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.
When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it.
However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.
She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.
Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her.
When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.
The
following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been
raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there.
Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep.
Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station.
She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story.
The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him.
She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before.
When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.
The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her.
She asked if they would ask the man one question.
Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.
When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her."
Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God?
Repost this as Love vs. Sex if you truly believe in God.
PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what.....and if you stand up for him he will stand up for you.
I bet 93% of you people that read this wont repost. | | |
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